I Never Knew...

...how much I would miss the little things about her.

...how much every single holiday would make me cry.

...how hard it would be to say her name out loud - even now.

...how much I would regret not visiting her or calling her more in the past few years - what was more important?

...how incredibly lucky I was to be her daughter.

...how much I would miss her laughter and her smile and her hugs and her jokes and the sound of her voice and her love and all the little things about her.

...how much I would miss her every single moment of every single day.

 ...I never knew...